I USED TO CONSIDER MYSELF INTELLIGENT....
May 5th 2007 10:51
I used to consider myself intelligent.... but I have recently realised I am nothing but a smart arse....and there's a delta..no a gulf, more like a sea......lets be specific.....an ocean.....of difference between the two...the revelation has rendered me almost mute......but not totally...
and so I havent been posting much lately, as I have been avoiding any writing of thoughts and social interaction ...just minimal enough to stop people worrying they cant get me on the phone. So I've just been sitting and contemplating, and thinking (probably way too much), about maybe...praying.......and trying to work out if I ever was intelligent in the first place.... and if I was how the hell did I get from there to here and how the hell do I get back to where I thought I was.....if I ever was there? Loads of food for thought so just as well I am a Taurean, and a glutton for punishment as well.....all donations of tinned food greatfully accepted whilst I undertake a sabbatical with myself in search of the answer to my questions............and it is Buddha's Birthday so I did exempt myself from my self imposed exile to go to Darling Harbour this afternoon and make a not entirely full hearted offering.....I find it hard to make offerings and platitudes of gratitude when in my heart I know I am not living my full potential..........yet?
and so I havent been posting much lately, as I have been avoiding any writing of thoughts and social interaction ...just minimal enough to stop people worrying they cant get me on the phone. So I've just been sitting and contemplating, and thinking (probably way too much), about maybe...praying.......and trying to work out if I ever was intelligent in the first place.... and if I was how the hell did I get from there to here and how the hell do I get back to where I thought I was.....if I ever was there? Loads of food for thought so just as well I am a Taurean, and a glutton for punishment as well.....all donations of tinned food greatfully accepted whilst I undertake a sabbatical with myself in search of the answer to my questions............and it is Buddha's Birthday so I did exempt myself from my self imposed exile to go to Darling Harbour this afternoon and make a not entirely full hearted offering.....I find it hard to make offerings and platitudes of gratitude when in my heart I know I am not living my full potential..........yet?
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