I MEANT TO SAY WHAT I MEAN BUT I DIDNT....
February 8th 2007 07:31
I did it again. I told myself today I would only say what I mean, nothing else, but I did it again.
The sex god......(fantasy that probably should have stayed a fantasy guy), called me today.
I had a missed call from him, not all that unusual, what was unusual was the time, 10.30am when I noticed the call, usually I get calls from him from 10.30pm, sometimes all night ,one night he kept calling right up till 7am, 62 missed calls. 3 messages that I couldnt understand.
I switch my phone to silent at night since he woke my flat mate up at 2am one night when I left the phone on in the living room.
I looked at the missed call, no message, "fine" I thought, "I'll just let that go", then a text message came through, "got time for coffee??". My thought's immediately turned to my unshaven womanhood, "I'm not respectable, I cant let him see me like this!", I was about to text back, give me 15 minutes, when I thought, this is juvenile and dialled his number instead.
The conversation was stilted..."How are you"......I'm fine, How are you...radaradrada............. "Sure I've got time for coffee" I said....
I wanted to say, "Are you sure you want coffee?"..........To cut a long story short, he bowed out of coffee, he actually sounded really nervous talking to me without a few bottles of chardy under his belt, and I know I felt a bit uneasy as well.
He said he will call me tomorrow, and we'll probably conversationally tiptoe around again, and not get to the point if we are both straight.
So nothing happened......Zip......Zero.. .......Zilch...........
Because I didnt say what I meant..........
The sex god......(fantasy that probably should have stayed a fantasy guy), called me today.
I had a missed call from him, not all that unusual, what was unusual was the time, 10.30am when I noticed the call, usually I get calls from him from 10.30pm, sometimes all night ,one night he kept calling right up till 7am, 62 missed calls. 3 messages that I couldnt understand.
I switch my phone to silent at night since he woke my flat mate up at 2am one night when I left the phone on in the living room.
I looked at the missed call, no message, "fine" I thought, "I'll just let that go", then a text message came through, "got time for coffee??". My thought's immediately turned to my unshaven womanhood, "I'm not respectable, I cant let him see me like this!", I was about to text back, give me 15 minutes, when I thought, this is juvenile and dialled his number instead.
The conversation was stilted..."How are you"......I'm fine, How are you...radaradrada............. "Sure I've got time for coffee" I said....
I wanted to say, "Are you sure you want coffee?"..........To cut a long story short, he bowed out of coffee, he actually sounded really nervous talking to me without a few bottles of chardy under his belt, and I know I felt a bit uneasy as well.
He said he will call me tomorrow, and we'll probably conversationally tiptoe around again, and not get to the point if we are both straight.
So nothing happened......Zip......Zero.. .......Zilch...........
Because I didnt say what I meant..........
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Comment by Lilla
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...what did you actually want to say ?
You didn't say?
L.i.l.l.a
ps I love your name btw...*lol*
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